Song (Five Minute Friday)

Five minutes…ready…write!

Song.

 

There have been times when a song has reached me more than ten sermons could. Sometimes, I think I fall in love with a song because my subconsious mind knows before my conscious mind figures out that I need to listen to the lyrics and drink them in, deeply. There are songs like that. Songs that move me and change me.

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And singing, even if it’s at the top of my lungs in my car with (thankfully) no one to hear, makes me feel more alive. Always. I find myself singing without realizing it. Of course my kids realize it, because we’re in the check-out line at the store and they are embarrassed. “Mom…could you stop singing?”

 

Haha. No. I can’t. I think it’s the way God made me. Singing and writing are the two creative ways that help me know more who I am. That I feel more connected to God and what He’s teaching me.

 

What is your song? What is your thing in your life that makes you feel more alive. Is it dancing? Speaking? Writing? Singing? Cleaning/organizing? (haha…not me!) Serving those in need? Teaching little children? Whatever it is, I hope you do it as often as you can. Sing your “song.” Feel alive!

Stop.

 

Although it is actually Saturday, I love this prompt word from Lisa-Jo Baker, so I had to jump in a day late. Five Minute Friday is a fabulous community of hundreds of writers, all writing on the same prompt work each week. For more info or to join us, click here.

 

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Comfort (Five Minute Friday…or Saturday)

Comfort.

I think of a hot cup of tea by the fireplace. Of cozy pajamas. Of sweet little faces snuggled next to me under the covers. I think of pot roast with mashed potatoes and gravy on a cold winter Sunday. Physical comforts.

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But when I was still a young teen, someone told me the Holy Spirit was our Comforter. That Jesus said that if he didn’t leave, he wouldn’t be able to send the Comforter. That was how he referred to the Holy Spirit. And when I think about what it must have been like to have Jesus sitting at the table eating a meal…how comforting that must have been. And yet he wanted to send us something even better than that?

I have relied on that Comfort many times in my life. When there are no words; when nothing makes sense. I ask for the Comforter to help me feel his presence. And he does. And just knowing he’s there, helps. It’s nothing I can prove with a scientific equation. It’s just something I know in my heart.

If you’re reading this today and you need comfort, my prayer is that you will seek the Great Comforter and feel his warmth in your spirit.

Love,

~rebekah

 

Another Five Minute Friday link up with Lisa-Jo Baker and hundreds of others. The idea is simple. Take one word. Write about it for five minutes. Done. No extreme editing or worrying about perfection. Just write and see what happens! As an internal perfectionist, I NEED this exercise. It’s teaching me to write freely! If you’d like to join us, click here for the skinny. Thanks for stopping by. Feel free to leave a comment. I love hearing from you all and I read every comment! :)

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Ireland…With All Five Senses

I’m taking a leap. A few weeks ago I wrote about the word Jump (thanks to Lisa-Jo Baker’s Five Minute Friday prompt). I said that jump made me think of standing on the edge of a cliff knowing I was supposed to take a leap.

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The Cliffs of Moher by sedoglia on Creative Commons

Well, I think I just did that. I booked a flight to Ireland. Not a sightseeing trip. Not a getaway with hubby. Just me and my computer heading to the Emerald Isle to write. (It’s a dream come true and without an amazingly supportive husband, it wouldn’t happen. Thank you babe!)

 

So, why Ireland? A few years ago, I wrote a novel called, Where the Pink Houses Are, set in a charming Irish country town. Thankfully, it seems some people really loved the book. (click the title above if you’d like to read a review ;) ) The comment I most often hear is, “When are you going to write the next one?” My response has always been, “I’m working on it.” And that’s true, to an extent. I have written some chapters. I have some ideas.

 

But for almost two years now the nagging feeling in the back of my head is that I can’t write book two until I’ve been to Ireland. I can only “fake” it so long. Anyone I’ve talked to who has read my book and also been to Ireland tells me they can’t believe I haven’t been there. But I think that’s because their minds fill in the blanks. They are seeing it vividly because they have already seen it! I haven’t. And it handicaps me.

 

When I decided to set my book in Ireland, I knew it would be difficult, never having set my eyes on the multi-hued green hills. I chose a fictional town and called it Millway. But I actually based it off of Millstreet; a real town, location-wise, so that distances to Cork city & Limerick, etc. would be consistent. I wanted a reference point.

 

I figured google would be my best friend. And it was. I was able to look up any locations my characters visited and describe the scene from pictures. But I didn’t even try to describe the actual town because it’s not a tourist area so I didn’t have pictures. I just used my imagination. It was the best I could do and it worked, mostly because my main character, Brenna, was an American tourist. She didn’t know the town well, either. It was fine. But this time around, she will have lived there for a few years. It will be her home and she will know it better, so I should too, right?

 

That’s why I’m going to stay for a week in the very town I set my novel in. How cool is that?? This time around, I will actually be able to infuse the real town into my book. I will have a feel for the “personality” of the place. It will still be fiction. But it will feel so much more real to me…and hopefully to my readers!

 

But confession time…I’m a little scared. Not of traveling by myself. Been there, done that. I was scared of driving on the wrong side of the road trying to leave the Shannon Airport, but Michael, the charming B&B proprietor, assures me I won’t need to “hire” a rental car. His wife will be on “holiday” and will gladly drive an hour to the airport to get me. Really? (I’m already blown away by the Irish hospitality.) He also assures me I’ll have “the life of Reilly” while I’m there. And I believe him. My father’s from Ireland, as are all his relatives. In a way, this feels like a home-coming for me. So that part…doesn’t scare me.

 

Why am I scared then, you ask? Well I imagine it’s a fear that every writer has at some point; what if the words don’t come? What if I spend the money and take time away from my family and I still don’t come away with my story? That’s the scary part. There’s nothing I can do about it. I just have to trust that it will be there. That my story is waiting for me.

 

Before I booked my flight, I was still a little hesitant to make the jump. I thought maybe I was just making excuses; I should just try writing book two from home. And then, last night, I was reading a book my sister, Sarah, recommended to me years ago. A Circle of Quiet by Madeline L’Engle (think A Wrinkle In Time…one of my fav books as a child) is a must read for any writer or artist. Sarah told me that back then but I never got around to reading it. Now I know that I was just saving it for the right time. I have highlighted it like crazy, but one particular line jumped off the page last night.

 

Madeline was talking about how her characters often do things she doesn’t expect. That even if she has everything mapped out, she will sometimes have to change huge sections of her book if the characters surprise her with something. (That’s one of my favorite things about writing fiction!) So, her point was that her characters were fluid, unpredictable, changing and that was okay. But the next sentence was, “But I do have to know, with all five senses, the places in which these unpredictable people move.” Yes! Yes. That is what I needed to hear. I need to know Ireland with all five senses. So I’m taking the leap. I’ve booked my flight and I’ll just have to see where it leads me…and my characters.

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Brave (Five Minute Friday)

I wish I had written down this beautiful woman's name when I snapped her pic. She was precious...and I'm sure she was brave. She had seen so much.

I wish I had written down this beautiful woman’s name when she asked me to take her pic. She was precious…and I’m sure she was brave. She had seen so much.

Five minutes…Go!

Brave.

When I think of brave, I think of something I hope I am. I’m not really sure because I don’t know that I’ve really been tested. When I hear of what people in third world countries have had to face, I wonder how I would hold up.

I’ve spoken with women who watched, helpless, as their families were scattered and killed when rebels invaded their small african village.

I’ve listened to a very brave man recount the time he had to hide his entire family in a stream to avoid detection by those bent on killing just because they could.

Many of my friends in Sierra Leone, Africa, endured unspeakable things when the rebels came through their villages. And yet those who survived have an enduring spirit. They are still moving forward and caring for their families. They are still showing love to their neighbors. They have even shown forgiveness to those who caused them harm.

That’s brave. I hope that if I’m ever put to such a test, I will do whatever God asks of me and I will do it regardless of what may happen to me. I hope I’m that brave.

Stop. Time’s up.

How about you…have you had an experience where you discovered you are brave? Please share in the comments section. I know others will be encouraged by your story!

Note: This one was hard for me not to edit. There’s so much more I could say…but I’m going to be brave and just hit publish, anyway. (And the first thing I actually thought of when I heard the word brave was the fantastic Scottish accent of Merida in the movie Brave…but I had no where else to go with that one ;) )

It’s five minute friday again! Each week, hundreds of bloggers take Lisa-Jo Baker‘s weekly prompt word and write for five minutes…no editing, no over thinking….just writing. To find out more, click here!

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Friend (Five Minute Friday)

It seems that lately…with much traveling…all I’ve been able to get to here is my weekly Five Minute Friday post. But I love doing it and I’m glad I’ve been able to join Lisa-Jo Baker and hundreds of other bloggers every Friday. Here’s how it works. At 12:01 a.m. every Friday morning, Lisa-Jo posts a prompt word. And then we set a timer and write for five minutes on that word. Whatever comes to mind…no editing…no stressing…just writing. It’s very freeing. Even if you don’t have a blog, I recommend trying it. You can use any word you want or use the same prompts I am but just set a timer and write for 5 minutes. You’ll be surprised at what comes out! For the details on Five Minute Friday, click here.

Today’s prompt: FRIEND

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Five minutes…Go!

Friend.

That’s a power-packed word. (I could easily write for 30 minutes! But I won’t…promise) I immediately think of the amazing women God has brought into my life, both here, in Buffalo and across the country through previous moves, etc. I love them all, dearly.

A friend is someone who can stop by when you’re sick and she doesn’t care that your house is messy, laundry is piled up, and the kids are arguing. She’s just there to bring you some love in the form of chicken noodle soup.

A friend knows you well enough to give you the benefit of the doubt…never assuming the worst of you…only the best.

A wonderful friend of mine just sent me a text this week. She had seen a sign at a yard sale that said, Friends are those rare people who ask how you are and then wait for the answer.” She said it made her think of me. What a precious thing to say…I think the same of her ;)

I think about the small circle of amazing friends I have and I just want to be the kind of friend to each of them that they need. I want them to know that I’d do anything for them and I know they’d do the same for me.

I have a larger circle of friends too…many of whom would make great close friends but time or circumstances haven’t made that possible thus far. So I’m thankful that they are there and that there’s always the possibility of us growing closer. But I also know that we can really only handle a handful of truly close friends. And that’s okay.

Those who are in my close circle…they are a joy to me and I am immensely blessed by them and thankful to God for them.

I hope you have that close group of friends. And if not, ask God to show you who you can bless with no strings attached. If you bless enough people without expecting anything in return, eventually, you will find exactly who you’re supposed to ;)  

Stop. (confession…I was still finishing my thoughts at five minutes…might have gone a minute or two over today ;) )

P.S. If you have the kind of friends I’m talking about today, maybe tell them this week how much they mean to you? Smile

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Just Jump! (Five Minute Friday)

Five minutes…Go!

Jump.

Jump is scary to me. I think of standing on a cliff…water below, crashing against the sides of the cliff. And for some reason, I’m supposed to jump. But I’m scared to take that leap. I can even feel the butterflies in my stomach as I write.

There’s a part of me that is outgoing and loves change. But there is another part that doesn’t like to put myself out there to try new things. I don’t want to look foolish so I don’t want to try whatever it is that people are telling me to do. It’s usually physical things.

I was clumsy and awkward as a kid. I was the one picked last in gym class. I excelled in things that required writing or singing or anything academic or artistic. But physical education, coordination, any of those kinds of things…just didn’t come naturally.

I don’t know when I realized it but it was some time in the last year or two…I still avoid those things that I think will make me look foolish….like I’m back in gym class with a red face cuz no one wants me on their team.

So when my eight year old asked me to jump on the trampoline today, my first instinct was to say no. But then I decided…why not? I need to do more of those kinds of things with my kids. They need to see me laughing and having fun. So we jumped together…we laughed and I think that was the first time I was ever picked first for someone’s team ;)

photo credit: Charlotte.Morrall on Creative Commons

photo credit: Charlotte.Morrall on Creative Commons

Stop. Time’s up!

This post is inspired by Lisa-Jo Baker’s Five Minute Fridays. The idea being that one prompt word is given on Friday and hundreds of bloggers take 5 minutes to write on the subject. No editing…no perfecting. Just five minutes of writing. (If you’re one of my blogging friends, why not join in?)

love,

rebekah

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Mom, Can I Have a Hug? (Five Minute Friday)

Me and my boys...chillin together, enjoying the here and now.

Me and my boys…chillin together, enjoying the here and now.

Prompt word: Here. Five minutes…Go.

Here. Makes me think of being here…in the present. Too often I’m not. I’m ruminating over the past or dreaming about the future. My 11-year-old is really good at pulling me in to the here and now.

photoI’ll be fast and furious, fingers flying across my keyboard…emails to be answered, blog posts to write, twitter to check, Facebook to update when suddenly I feel a soft hand on my back. “Mom, can I have a hug?”

If I’m really focused on my MacBook screen I’ll give him a little side hug. And he’ll call me on it every time. “Mom, can I have a real hug?”

 

 

Every time it pulls me into the here. Into the now. I turn away from the shiny screen and look my boy in the eyes. I wrap my arms around him and squeeze. He whispers, “You’re so warm.” It’s his way of saying thank you.

I know that I have to learn from the past and I have to plan for the future. But I don’t want to miss the now. I want to be here for my kids.

How ’bout you? Do you struggle to be here…to be present?

 

Stop. Time’s up!

This post is inspired by Lisa-Jo Baker’s Five Minute Fridays. The idea being that one prompt word is given on Friday and hundreds of bloggers take 5 minutes to write on the subject. No editing…no perfecting. Just five minutes of writing. (If you’re one of my blogging friends, why not join in?)

love,

rebekah

 

 

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Waiting till After… (Five Minute Friday)

Photo credit: Creative Commons- Brian Richardson

Photo credit: Creative Commons- Brian Richardson

Five minutes…Go!

After I lose weight, I’ll learn how to dance. After I feel better about my weight, I’ll learn how to rap. After my kids are grown, I’ll learn how to play guitar. After. After. After. Why am I waiting till after…?

 

I’m short-changing myself, I know. I need to stop thinking that I have to wait for something else to happen before I can make something happen. Because I am wasting precious time in the waiting when I could be doing.

 

Why do I do that? Is it the procrastinator in me? I don’t think so. I think it’s the sneaky internal perfectionist in me. If I can’t look like a professional by day two, I don’t want to try dancing. If I can’t play like Eric Clapton, why am I bothering to build calluses? But that’s so unrealistic (and let’s face it…prideful!). I need to give myself permission to be crappy at things for a while because unless you’re a child prodigy, most of your efforts start out kind of crappy. And that’s okay. There’s a freedom in that.

 

I’m going to ignore that pesky little perfectionist inside, this month, and try something new. How about you? Wanna do something crappy with me?

Stop…time’s up!

This post is inspired by Lisa-Jo Baker’s Five Minute Fridays. The idea being that one prompt word is given on Friday and hundreds of bloggers take 5 minutes to write on the subject. No editing…no perfecting. Just five minutes of writing. (If you’re one of my blogging friends, why not join in?)

 

 

 

 

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Happy Easter…He is Risen!

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The Empty Tomb!!  I’ve been there. It’s really empty :)    photo credit:http://www.flickr.com/photos/upyernoz/2819155661/

Hello friends! Just a quick Easter post. We sang this song by Matt Maher in church this morning and it’s one of my favorites. Thought I’d share it with you on this very special day. As my pastor said this morning when talking about all the different religious choices out there, “I’m goin’ with the one who rose from the dead. Every time.” Enjoy!

Click here to hear the song on You Tube

Christ is Risen

Let no one caught in sin remain
Inside the lie of inward shame
We fix our eyes upon the cross
And run to Him who showed great love

And bled for us
Freely You’ve bled for us

Christ is risen from the dead
Trampling over death by death
Come awake, come awake
Come and rise up from the grave

Christ is risen from the dead
We are one with Him again
Come awake, come awake
Come and rise up from the grave

Beneath the weight of all our sin
You bowed to none but Heaven’s will
No scheme of Hell, no scoffer’s crown
No burden great can hold You down

In strength You reign
Forever let Your church proclaim

[chorus]

O death, where is your sting?
O hell, where is your victory?
O church, come stand in the light
The glory of God has defeated the night

Sing it, o death, where is your sting?
O hell, where is your victory?
O church, come stand in the light
Our God is not dead, He’s alive, He’s alive

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Rest (Five Minute Friday)

My friend Kelly has been posting some really cool posts on Fridays, inspired by Lisa-Jo Baker’s Five Minute Fridays. The idea being that one prompt word is given on Friday and hundreds of bloggers take 5 minutes to write on the subject. No editing…no perfecting. Just five minutes of writing. (If you’re one of my blogging friends, why not join in?)

This is my first time joining Kelly and I have to say it was fun! Today’s prompt: REST

Rest.

Feels like something elusive. It’s something that I always seem to feel like I need more of yet never seem to make time for.

Why do I perpetually put off going to bed at night…yet never want to leave my bed in the morning.

Do I need to be coaxed into resting and then once I’m there, I submit to it?

How about rest for the mind? I find that even more difficult than resting my body. Even when I’ve laid my head on the pillow…it seems to have much more work left to do. I can lie in pitch black for hours with my mind whirling. Many times my mind just resists rest.

I wonder what the secret is it finding more rest. I have a suspicion I could feel more rested in less time if I just figure this out. Is it a matter of diet? Exercise? Could be. I’ve heard that the more active you are, the better you sleep. But I don’t know that it would allow my mind any more rest.

I think the key to rest is trust. When I’m going through periods of stress…when I have a lot on my mind…when I’m trying to “figure it all out,” that is when my mind won’t rest. But if I’m truly trusting that God is bigger than whatever I’m dealing with, I realize I don’t have to have it all figured out. Not my job. I can rest in his care, knowing that he’s keeping watch and he’s got things under control.

josh sleeping

 

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